As you probably already know from my last post, I've given up on Physics. Therefore, I'm writing a letter of adieu to Physics. For I will not see it again until maybe first year University.
Dear Physics,
My dear and old friend. We met the first time when I was just a young 16 years old. I reckon you've been around here on earth for an eternity. I just wanted to let you know that I always struggled learning about you. From your intricate problems to your theories, they were laborious and made me want to give up on you many a times. I have almost broken up friendships over you and I have doubted myself several times because I got to know you. I'm sorry that I'm blaming you for everything. In essence, this is how I feel about you: frustrated. Now I know you can never write me a letter back or anything, but I give up my feelings of frustration and fear with and of you. I forgive you. And in forgiving you I forgive myself for feeling this way. I am ready to move beyond these feelings for you so that I can grow because of you. So therefore, we can always remain friends if you want.
It was nice knowing you. I felt challenged because I met you, so I thank you for that.
Well, cheers and bye.
All the best,
Your friend, Cynthia.
P.S. If you want to invite me out for a lunchtime reading, that's okay with me too. But, I don't think I ever want a deep relationship with you. What you want and what I want are totally not in sync and I'm moving on.
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