First Action

It's the morning before I go back to school, from the long weekend. I woke up feeling sluggish. Homework was not done last night. And I have a math quiz today. A math quiz tomorrow. A math test on Friday. 

Clearly, since I have not been doing my homework for the past week, I am in a terrible situation. If I need 80% on this test, not doing my homework is going to guarantee my failure and I cannot expect to do well.

Therefore, my first call to action is using a to-do list. The best to-do list for me is my planner - which I have been denouncing its importance since the beginning of the year. 

I'm frustrated at myself and I seriously just want to slap myself for not doing my work in the past. Because I didn't feel like doing my work, now I have to pay. Especially in the mornings like now, before I have to go to school and I face the repercussions of what I've done. 

But, I can't stay hung over what I've done. What's done is done. Seriously. What I need to do from here on out is to put my game face on and get through the work. 

Who am I kidding though? I need motivation. Fine. If I need motivation and getting rejected by University isn't enough, then the question to ask myself - am I fine with looking back on the last semester of high school, thinking that I didn't do enough? Enough for myself to be satisfied with?